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"The right thing isn't always real obvious. Sometimes the right thing for one person is the wrong thing for someone else. So... good luck figuring that out." -Charlie Swan
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Friday, January 30, 2009

What a night.....

Sometimes I wonder if I can handle this job. Seriously, the call I just had almost had me in tears...and I have NEVER felt like that the entire time I've been working here! I feel ridiculous for letting someone so ignorant and so cowardly get to me like that; but sometimes, you just get emotional and sometimes you just can't help but let the anger take hold of you! You see, I'm one of those people who, when I get REALLY mad, I cry. I'm just like my mom in this fact. This woman on the phone had me SO PISSED OFF that I could just feel how red my face was getting and it was taking every ounce of self control I have in me to keep from screaming at this woman what an uneducated, selfish, WHORE she was!!! UGH! I'm sorry, but I seriously wonder sometimes if I can handle calls like that!

I know I have a temper, and don't get me wrong, I LOVE my job, but it's people like that who really make you question where humanity is going nowadays! For someone to call in and cuss and scream and yell at someone whom they don't even know, someone who's trying to HELP them, it's just ridiculous! I have a SERIOUS headache right now just from where I'm calming down from being so upset! You know, sometimes I seriously pray that God is coming soon. Coming soon to take me, and all my loved ones right on up to Heaven where none of us have to deal with such trivial and ignorant people EVER again. I just find it SO hard to believe, deep in my heart, that any person, ANY person could act the way that this lady acted. But you know what? I'm not gonna let it bother me. I did my job; and I did everything I was capable of to assist this woman. I know in my heart that I did the best that I could. And I know that God has my back. He sees that woman and how she acted; and He knows that I did what I could and did the right thing. So I'm done with worrying about it. The proof is on the account of everything I tried to do for this lady. And that's all I CAN do. So I'm going to enjoy the rest of my evening and not worry about her and her stupidity. I hope she's happy with the way she carried herself; the example she made for her children that I heard in the background. Because you know what? One day, when they're grown, they're going to act EXACTLY the way that she taught them to act, EXACTLY the way she SHOWED them to act. And that's really a scary thought. So I hope she's proud of herself. I did the right thing; so I'm just fine with me.

Peace, Love, & Being Better<3


GoreObsessed said...

im sorry that happen sweetie i really am i dont see how you do it i would have blown up but im proud of you for doing what is right i love you so much your an amazing women

Mrs. Robinson said...

What do you do for a living? Sometimes I wonder about the job I do also. Not sure if I can keep doing this research thing. When I get really mad I cry also. So I know how that feels. I really like your blog. Great Page!