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"The right thing isn't always real obvious. Sometimes the right thing for one person is the wrong thing for someone else. So... good luck figuring that out." -Charlie Swan
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Interview Anxiety

So I have a job interview tomorrow at 2 pm. And the only word I can use to describe how I feel about it is ANXIOUS. It's not so much that I'm worried about my qualifications-I know I'm qualified enough to be a dead ringer for the job-I'm most worried about having to sit in front of strangers and answer tedious questions about myself and my work abilities. I'm a pretty confident person, most of the time, but lately, I've been a little less confident than I used to be. I guess it just comes with getting older, who knows.

I don't know how I'm gonna rest tonight. I should have already been in bed, but everytime I think about laying down, I start thinking about the main event for tomorrow. It's been SO LONG since I've been on an interview-almost 2 years I think? And it's just wracking my nerves thinking about going to this interview! Already tonight I've had a meltdown because I have nothing "professional" enough to wear and everything that I DO have that's professional, I hate anyway because it makes me look fat, or it sits wrong this way or that way. UGH, how frustrating!

I've been praying for the past 2 hours or so, over and over that God will just give me the courage and the knowledge to impress the interviewers tomorrow. This job would just be wonderful for my family. It has insurance benefits and really good pay-and it's not like it takes a brain surgeoun to do the job I'm interviewing for. Answering phones can't be THAT hard =/ And yet, I still find myself going over and over in my head the trillion and one ways that it could go terribly wrong. I guess I just need to hand it over to God and just get some rest. I actually feel a LITTLE better now that I've ranted about it, HA! So anyway, I'm leaving it to God...only He knows how it's truly gonna turn out. I just hope He's there with me tomorrow as I'm in the interview. Time now to try and get some sleep, I guess. Sweetest dreams until tomorrow.


Ashley K said...

Good luck!!

They would be crazy not to hire you!